Sita: Indecision
I am feeling paralyzed by indecision lately. I honestly don’t have time to write a full post on this right now, so I just want to start by putting a few thoughts out there… My involvement with Occupy...
View ArticleSita: The Occupation Continues
I feel like we’re occupying the blog with occupation posts… and I’m kind of okay with that. I think this is something big. I’ve felt that way from the beginning and I am only increasing in that...
View ArticleSita: A Little Help from a Friend
Today I’m getting by with a little help from a friend. Still no word from Byron… outside of a few more texts expressing pain and upset feelings about not feeling love from me followed by declining my...
View ArticleSita: From Anger to Compassion… And Back Again…
My emotions are all over the map. The day Byron left I made a dramatic change from overwhelming anger to compassion. During the fight preceding his departure he called Paul my “bitch” and...
View ArticleSita: Broken Hearted Bloggers Abound
Eliza recently posted about breaking up with Faux Bro… now I’m posting about breaking up with Byron… ’tis the season, I suppose. My cousin Bill is also in the midst of a break up. He says it makes...
View ArticleSita: When Love Hurts
I have so much love in me, but today all that love seems to be leading me to hurt. I just dropped Nicodemus off at surgery and boy, was it hard… She knew what was coming and has had this surgery before...
View ArticleSita: Enough.
I have had three “enough” moments with Byron, each a bit more stark than the last. The first was while he was away. I was processing the things he had said in our last fight and got a mean text...
View ArticleSita: Returning to Sociability
I’ve been more social in the past two days then I have in the past two months combined. Friday night found me at the local anarchist book store for a talk about a recently released book on prison...
View ArticleSita: On Family
I’ve been thinking a lot about the idea of family since I am home visiting my biological family and missing my friend family right now. There are two aspects of this missing feeling. One is that the...
View ArticleOlive: Cycling
Disclaimer: This is not a post about bicycles. So it’s been a while. In the past few weeks, I’ve been feeling antsy. Perhaps it’s a matter of settling into a new apartment and being alone again, but I...
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